Sunday, December 9, 2007

No news is just no news

In case anyone has been wondering what's been up around Casa Bonzo & Bonzette, there was no pregnancy in October, which I have determined is a good thing for now. When it came closer and closer to the time when I should have had my period I was thinking more and more about what a very serious step this was and I freaked out a little bit thinking I could actually be pregnant. Of course, it wouldn't be anything that we couldn't handle but it was like when you know something is a REALLY big deal but don't quite grasp it emotionally until later on. Well, I've decided there are a few more things I want to do before I well and truly settle down. I've always been a bit of an old soul and I think the running around that I never did much of as a 20 year old is now trying to surface.

So we're going to wait a bit longer. Bonzo was very understanding and said we'd just revisit in 6 months to see where things are at. I have to keep reminding myself that I'm not even 30 yet so I do have quite a bit of time. I get on a track sometimes and am so focussed that I just keep shooting for the prize rather than really thinking about whether I want it and how. Better to think about all these things now.

I will be back but it may be a while. If there are any loyal readers out there, I'll see you in a few months.